365 days of 2010: I'm scared of that

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Tuesday, December 28, 2010

345. December 11, 2010

See these two cute boys.

I took them to see santa and to see a movie.

not that coleman stayed for the whole movie...

but it is so cool when people at macey's tell you your kids look just like you... yeah that is awesome.

Also it is awesome when santa's son comes up and starts yelling, "daddy daddy i can't find mommy."

wait to go kid.

I don't care how poor a man is; if he has family, he's rich. ~Dan Wilcox and Thad Mumford, M*A*S*H

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

305. November 1, 2010

This is what i deal with... everyday

Kiley.

Katie

Kiley.

"Welcome to my life. Filled with freaks and creeps, weirdos and odd balls."

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

280. October 7, 2010

Here's what happens when you have surgery and are all drugged up and go to a soccer game.

Just a thought, you might not want to do it.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

238. August 27, 2010

Meet the copper man.

He's so scary you don't even understand.

228. August 17, 2010

Some people say this kind of MRI is not as scary as the small circle ones...

let me just tell you it's not the small space that's scary.

It's the noises.

223. August 11, 2010

Ya wanna know how much I hate this test...

well a lot.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

222. August 10, 2010

I heard it again today, the dreaded pop. Only this time, the pain isn't going away.

25 minutes into my first preseason game... cool.

"14.6% of all female soccer player injuries are to their knees." ~This is what someones dad tells me while I lay their in pain, cool... who cares??

Thursday, July 29, 2010

201. July 20, 2010

Still at EFY, YAY!!

So kiley, she can't eat food.

So they give her brisket... it attacks her plate.

I'm pretty sure it's alive, like on better off dead.

Anyways, meet Benny.

Also, it's twinner tuesday!!!

We match see.

And we tuck our shirts in, which I like... A lot.
Also, me and kiley... we get entered into dance contests.
We are pro chickeners.... but we don't win

Also I guess we are pro and switching to a new dance in unison...

Oh and another thing. Sometimes I bring russian dolls to decorate our rooms.

They keep me up, all night!!

I scream really loud.

It's a bad idea.

*Lizzie McGuire was the coolest show around. *N'sync and Backstreet Boys played from boomboxes and walkmen.*You couldn't have sleep overs so summers consisted of late nights... every night. *Barbies were so out of style, Bratz were the coolest. *Disposable cameras were the hottest things around. *Limited too was the place to shop,

but you never went shopping, your mom did it for you. *Boys were gross, and covered in cooties. Crushes were kept secret because boys had germs. *Holding hands under the desk with your 'boyfriend' was embarassing.

Flirting, who did that? It was all about being mean and chasing them on the play ground. *Homework was filled with story problems about Sally or Jack and their cookies. *Cursive was required. *The teachers counted down the days to the last day of school... from the first day. *Night games were played every night. *Hand holding was a sin, punishable by death (of sorts), but enjoyable even so. *Dead man, Ghost in the grave yard, kick the can, and tag were the only games allowed at night games, truth or dare and such. No way. *They let you go outside to play for 15-30 minutes every 2 hours. Recess was the best. *You slept on the tramp all the time, until you got scared. *Babysitters were fun. *Sleeping with stuffed animals were lame, but you did it anyways. *Big sister's were lame and *All boys smelled like bugs

Today's quote

"Take me back to the days when I could not wait to wake up,

weird hair, didn't care what to wear cause no matter what, I still felt loved.

Take me back to the days, when losing a game was the worst thing I knew.

Getting thrills off of little stuff that now, I just can't do.

I can't stand growing up, I'm going too fast.

Well just a second I miss my past.

Yeah being old has its perks,

but I miss my old friends,

and the way the [stuff] used to be

I wanna start again"

The rest of the lyrics

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

189. July 8, 2010

Um this one time, I tried to write a song

at girls camp

after 3 days of no sleep

It was bad haha

186. July 5, 2010

This saying always makes me laugh :)

Also I found this real cute backgroud

185. July 4, 2010

Once me, Kellen (my cousin) and my brother played volleyball against my aunt, uncle and cousin emme.

Me and kellen are PRO, NOT!

We all stink!

184. July 3, 2010

I love when the sunset is really pretty.

It's my favorite thing ever, next to rain storms

Sometimes my family and I go to watch the fireworks.

Not where we usually do (at the school where they light them)

but I'm okay with that because two people got hit!!

Scary Right

Look it up on youtube, or read this

Yeah... We are cousins haha

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

174. June 23, 2010

Well today was the first day of girls camp, we went to flamming gorge. It was a party. Except I was in major pain today... I mean major.

Sorry if this is to much info for ya, but don't read it if it is...

They think I had an ovarian cyst rupture, it was the most painful thing I have ever experienced! I don't yet have a picture to represent the days events... but I will. It was painful!

Actually I found one.. or two.

Meet the 1st was RS. They are CRAZY!!

And sometimes they get called the Old old ladies... I love them!

Also this is the veiw from our campsite... not to shabby right?

173. June 22, 2010

So once upon a time (last week) it was my friend's birthday (katie), and me and kiley decided we were going to get her something very nice for her birthday, so we turned to the only logical place, Saver's. While there we were also hoping to find cowboy boots, and some nice clothes for EFY. No cowboy boots, but oh boy did we find some nice jackets, but there were only 2, Katie couldn't have one too, which made us very sad. We also find a really really really nice shirt for Katie (I only wish I had got a picture of it, it was great), however we didn't have money so we decided we'd come back the next day after I got my pay check. So we go back the next day and there it was, the first item on the rack... a matching jacket.
This is how we describe the jacket... A mexican gang wind breaker with shoulder pads... Ya wanna see?

They are nice right? It's okay to be jealous...

Anyways us three when on an adventure last night, it was grand. It consisted of showing up to movies 1/2 an hour late, having severe issues finding a seat because we can't see anything, thinking we are alone in the theater when infact it is quite full, going to macey's and for once not buying ice cream, jumping on the tramp and correcting each others front flip techiques, a few of us may have peed our pants (okay only one, but katie will be mad if I say that), walking down dark streets in our cool jackets and telling kids not to talk to strangers, and finding Kiley's lost phone about 85 times... It was a good day and a good way to leave for girls camp.

Monday, June 28, 2010

164. June 13, 2010

Meh... So I've been thinking a lot about the future and the past and just everything lately.

Mostly about my future family.

Because I keep having this dream...

About me and my husband and 3 beautiful little kids,

all in a car, driving to an airport to meet our new brother and sister.

We were adopting twins from africa.

No joke I've had this dream every night for like the past 2 weeks.

It is weird...

Anyways yep I've been thinking about that.

and about 'love'

and about the temple...

I like it a lot.

153. June 2, 2010

Yesterday this house in my ward caught on fire.

The MTC presdents live here, it was the most scary and extremely sad thing I have ever seen

Sorry this is going to be a long entry

This house is just down the street from my home and today, while my friends and I were watching a movie, it caught on fire. This is one of my worst fears; honestly I would be completely devastated.

I sat there, watching the fire trucks pull up and the firemen attached the hose to the fire hydrant, thinking about how lucky I was, how lucky my family was, that it was our home. I realized in those few seconds I stood there watching how so much can change in so little time and this made me think that I should share how thankful I am for everything I have. I am so blessed, more bless than I will ever know and definitely more blessed than I will ever be able to write down. I know my life is easy, and I have had no major trials in my life to complain about and I am thankful for this. I am so thankful for my family and the support, comfort and love they give me. Family, I know I don’t always treat you right and I am far from a perfect daughter/sister but I hope you know that I am trying and that I am so thankful for each of you and all that you do, and I love you. I am thankful for my religion and the guiding power it gives me. I am thankful for the prophet Joseph Smith who had the courage, strength and faith to go into those woods and humble himself before God. I am immensely thankful for his family and wife, they had faith in him and because of their strength I believe that he was able to finish God’s plan for him. I am thankful for the Book of Mormon and the comfort and strength I personally have found in it, and continue to find in it. If you haven’t yet I would challenge you to read it, cover to cover, but not only read it, pray about it, think about it and I promise it will change your life. I am so grateful for my patriarchal blessing, it has only been months since I got it and yet it has already helped me so much. I am thankful for my friends, they let me rant and rave, they keep me entertained and help me get out of the house when I’m about to explode, they let me get frustration out of my system, they let me tell them about all my problems, the boys I like, the girls I hate and they give me support at all times in my life. They help me stand when I feel like giving in. I am thankful for books, and the chance they give me to escape into a word full of unknown adventures. I am so grateful for music; it gives me an outlet and helps me cope. I am thankful that my mom made me take piano lessons and would not let me quit even when I was horrible, because that has blessed me in so many ways and kept me sane so many times. I am thankful for my extended family, they give me a lot of crap but I know it’s good for me. I love that if I ever need a laugh or to stop thinking about something how I can join the conversation with my aunts and cousins and all my worries will be taken away. I wish I lived by them and could run to any of their houses when I needed a break and I wish I had the relationship with them that my other cousins have. I love the relationship they have with each other and hope me and my siblings can have that one day. I am especially thankful for my grandparents, there example to me is one that no one on Earth could match, well no one related to me. I hope that someday I can be like them. I hope someday I can have a relationship like theirs. I couldn’t even tell you what it is I admire about them, it isn’t something I can point to and say that’s it, it is everything about them, it’s the little gestures of support they give their family and the small tokens of love they leave in each word they speak. I love how they call me things like honey and babe. I love their hugs. I love my papa’s rough hands and my granny’s gentle touch. I love how they work together to make everyone else’s day brighter. I love granny’s treats and dinners and I love papa’s bowl of ice cream and Pepsi while he watches them news. I love them and everything about them. I wish I spent more time with them and I wish I had heard more of their stories, I could listen to them talk for hours. I think next summer; I may spend it with them, maybe... if they’ll take me.

I know it isn’t much, but right now that is what I am thankful for.